dontrustaHOE! ;

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

i have been kinda down these few days...just thinking of certain things makes me irritated...i hate that kind of feeling and i am sick of it and the fact that it always happen..i dont like having to react to it neither do i want to anymore...even if i want to,i cant..maybe telling someone helps...not really because i know their reply and its something i dont want to hear..running away does not seem like a solution..why should i anyway..will things change for the better..i dont think so..its partly my fault but i cant turn back time and i didnt know things will turn out like that..telling wont change things but probably worsen it..i m sorry i feel like that..maybe keeping it inside of me for 2 years has made me feel worse and bitter..did u care how i felt during that period of time..i was already struggling and u just had to make it worse..maybe u felt sharing wasnt a neccessity and it didnt make a difference..well then maybe i having to uncover things myself just made it so much worse..maybe i shouldnt trust so much anymore..it just hurts me in the end...i dont want to talk about it anymore..it just make me feel worse..sorry for lamenting..i just need to write it out..

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

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