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Saturday, March 8, 2008

I hate decieving myself and finding out that my all my predictions becomes a reality...

Why does it have to happen time and again...that i was lifted up so high but before i knew

it all came crashing down...why must i always find the nightmare that haunts my dream..

i hate the feeling of crying myself to sleep and trying to discern what is a dream and what

is real...i felt so strangled and alone in the dark...i tried to lie to myself that none of these

things will happen but it just came as a blow...guess it was wishful thinking on my part..

i hate that the times just keep replaying in my head...but thanks for all the memories..

i appreciated everything you did...really hope that you will find all the happiness that

you can ever get...i hate the idea that i hanged on to the impossible...hate it..

Saturday, March 8, 2008

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