Sunday, August 24, 2008

oh gosh the olympics are over...i am feeling so emotional now...the olympics bonded my family like james bond...everynight i will hop into my parents room to catch all the atheletic events..and talk about bolt of the usainess..i will then proceed to admire all the toned bodies and aspire to be like them one day...ok today is low self esteem day...i am feeling sucky about myself...i shall not look in the mirror for a whole week...plus watching victoria's secret models scantily clad and parading on the run way didnt help much...i guess everyone has those days...hopefully i will feel better after a good nights rest...planning for the church camp has started...


i am in charge of the fundraising committee..in order to get people to join i shouted" EVERYONE JOINING FUNdrasing..its fun not boring raising.."and everyone was like giving me the sian tiao face...but not bad i managed to get quite alot of people..haha i thought of having a manicure session where we help little girls and the aunties to paint their nails..plus on top of that, i thought of getting those little fishies who feed on the dead skin of people...OH OH..
maybe i can rent out my u zap!!whoo..or maybe i can have a hello kitty exhibition where i showcase my shrine which i have built for my hello kitty water bottle...then i can dress up like hello kitty and wear a hello kitty mask...and the little girls have to pay 3 dollars to take a picture with me..cool right..yay my members will have such a fun time..hehe



ok anyways went out with jolyn to china town the other day..i bought 2 dresses..haha and i saw a few more which i liked but i am kinda broke..arggg...hate that feeling..so guess which shop did we pass..PIE KIA!!haha thats like our favourite stall..and they sell PIE seh which is some kind of pie...jolyn and i stood at the shop laughing uncontrollably...then we were thinking of stupid orders which we can place..



US:then oh can we have a meat PIE KIA...


PIE SEI PAI SEI we wanna change to a vegatable one..


PIE PERSON:so what u want? PIE KIA OR PAI SEI..haha



we came out with other retarded food names like:


BREAD PITT AND taliBUNS..hheheheh


RETARDATION RESIDES...
thats jolyn and her new bangs...she looks so cute hore..

Breast friend...


then on saturday i met up with jolyn and ronda..it was raining like no ones beeswax..the rain DAMPENDED our spirits and it was such a WET BLANKET..ahaha punned twice.





local band cats in the cradle performed..the lead singer is kinda cute..so we cheng ji squeeze beside him...plus we tried to take a nice picture of him singing..but to no avail...
ok never mind just concentrate on us since the fireworks cannot really be seen...

the fire works were just fabulous...chris and i decided to make it an annual thing and we will watch fireworks together until we get a boyfriend..then we will watch it with them..i had a magical feeling tingling inside of me..haha i hope that my boyfriend will book a firework display when he proposes to me...yay then we can go get married in a castle after that...and ride away to our hotel on a unicorn...



OH WHAT irritated me what that the organisers of the fireworks display just wanted to act mysterious...there was some count down to get everyone geared up for the firework display so after coutning down everyone naturally thought that the fireworks would be dislayed immediately ..BUT NO!!!they just wanna build up the suspense and played some stupid james bond kinda music...and i kept freaking out and screaming because i didnt know when the fireworks would start exploding and i hate loud noises...plus now i hate people who wanna build suspense.. i love this pic loads!! super artistic right..anyhow shake also can...

sometimes i wonder...why am i never good enough

what went wrong..i hate this feeling but it keeps coming

back to me...i know i shouldnt change...

gosh its just so difficult and it sucks that i have to keep

it all inside..i am just so tired of waiting and comforting myself..

all my beliefs which i held so strongly to seem to be wrong...

i dont know what should i do...

8:57 AM

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