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Saturday, September 6, 2008

HOLA FRIENDOLAS!!!i have been like waiting to use this greeting..dont you think its pretty cool...amandal will probably be rolling her eyes and getting ready to dial my number and tell me how stupid my greeting is and then keep harping on the he-who-shall-not-be-named post...and after that she will spite me and tell me how she enjoys reading russ's blog and that my blog is stupid and boring and that no one should ever read it..then she will continue telling me how my pictures are irrevelant and then proceed to emphasize on the he who shall not be named(not voldermot post)....yup thats mostly what she says to me on the phone or when we go out...now my nickname from her is he who shall not be named girl..

this is evidence of amandal's spitefulness of the spitnity of the spitnitidom....

FATS- rahhhh says:
dionne hoe eh
FATS- rahhhh says:
i wanna be a princess
i wanna be a princess of a secret country says:
sia la
i wanna be a princess of a secret country says:
now not happy that i wanna be a princess
FATS- rahhhh says:
hahahaha
FATS- rahhhh says:
jokingggg
FATS- rahhhh says:
oh u knw
i wanna be a princess of a secret country says:
haha
i wanna be a princess of a secret country says:
what know what
FATS- rahhhh says:
im a huge fan of russ blog lah
i wanna be a princess of a secret country says:
that he who shall not be named is going to marry me
FATS- rahhhh says:
CAN U ASK HIM TO BLOG
i wanna be a princess of a secret country says:
CAN U SHUT UP AND READ MINE
FATS- rahhhh says:
HAHAHAHA
FATS- rahhhh says:
URS IS SO BORING
FATS- rahhhh says:
IS LIKE HE SHALL NOT BE NAME IS EVERYWHERE

you see!!!shes so mean...actually shes secretly in love with my blog...somemore everyday asking me to blog..haha anyways amandal neo wei tian i bet u come to my blog and then link to russ's right..AHA!so eventually you have to come to my blog...KUA KUA..

i shall cease this childishness immediately....

so anyways...i am kinda unhappy with some people...complain session begins...

my mum scolds me for having pimples.....

the lameness thats my mum....like usually mums scold their daughters because they dont wear skirts or dont do the dishes but NO!MY OH SO ABNORMAL AND U ZAPPING HER WAIST ALL DAY LONG MUM SCOLDS ME BECAUSE I HAVE PIMPLES....

its as though i plan to have pimples and i enjoy doing it...like hell no!which girl prays to God to give her pimples...who wouldnt want good skin even guys like mark lee yearns for it too...(hey mark lee its not personal)...i have to admit i even cried when i had a very terrible breakout once...it was during maths class in sec 4 and i suddenly realised that my skin was really bad and i ended up sobbing throughout the first period..i remembered my friends laughed at me instead of comforting me...and EVE ONG laughed the loudest...hiaz...unsympathetic friends...

this was how it all started

me: hey mum the concealer is really good right, my pimples are not so bad anymore

mum: HOW MANY TIMES MUST I TELL YOU TO STOP RELYING ON CONCEALER ALL THE TIME!!!YOUR SKIN CONDITION HAS BEEN QUITE OK NOW WHAT HAPPENED(SHE YELLED IN A VOICE SO DEAFENING THAT MY EARS BLED)

partially deaf daughter me dionne hoe shu min: hey its not my fault...its the time of the month and its like hormones...you think i pray and yearn to get pimples isit...i put in a lot of effort to take care of my skin ok...wow i cant wait to get more

mum: YES I THINK YOU ENJOY HAVING PIMPLES AND ITS YOUR OWN FAULT..DONT WANT TO EAT VEGETABLES AND DRINK WATER...SERVES YOU RIGHT...SLEEP SO LATE THEN EAT SO MUCH CHOCOLATE! STOP BEING SO RELIANT ON CONCEALER.

defenceless and helpless dionne who is on the edge of crying and controlling herself as she may unknowingly pick up a rock and throw it at her unreasonable mother said:

i think you are so unreasonable and rude....fine! the next time you have a pimple you go demand it to go away ok since you are so magical and can control your pimples..

then i sulked all the way to church...she scolded me before church because of this..if everyone's like her, pimple cream companies will go bust...blogging about this makes my blood boil....

and then someone insulted my dressing and continued to say many nasty things...firstly, i think that everyone is entitled to have a choice as to what he/she wants to wear..i mean i am not saying that you ignore all comments that people give you. if you wear something inappropriate like a mini skirt during a funeral and truckloads of people gives you feedback about it then i guess its time to reflect and do something about it....the thing is that whatever i wore was decent and i even wore a jacket...it was a sleeveless baby doll top and i even wore another layer inside as i was worried that the cutting might be a bit low...what more should i do...wear a scarf and a beanie isit...then add gloves so that my fingers would not be exposed...LIKE WHAT THE COOKIE! even if the person meant it as a joke..it isnt funny...anyways i just wanna declare that i am proud of how i dress and i wont change because of your comments and please repect me if you want me to respect you..i have been thinking of our friendship and i dont think it can last very long considering the fact that alot of what you said and did to me has hurt me a lot...i am sorry that i am ranting..i usually treasure my friendships super alot..but this person has hurt me time and again and i am just so tired of everything..

i shall not be caught up in my own anger...anyways i just wanna share with everyone that Russ my brother is the best brother anyone could ever have and i mean it..we really have loads of fun doing stupid things..hes really understanding towards me as i can be a bit willful sometimes..i remembered that during o levels when i was so stressed out, he knocked on my door and wanted to lend me his psp to distress...you see so sweet right...so i shall dedicate this post to him...

in the beginning:fat.round,chubby,fishballarms and thighs