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Wednesday, December 3, 2008

i havent been blogging because:
1) i am addicted to online shopping..(oops)
2)i am lazy
3)i am too tired

all the assignments are making me so stressed out and exhausted..like seriously so tired to the extend that even if someone were to drop my favourite metalic hello kitty water bottle causing it to smash into smitterins and crash with a deafening sound..i will sleep through it..i didnt sleep for the whole of monday..and if u know me well u would know that i cant tahan without sleeping..even during youth camp, i failed to stay up the whole night and even ran to the room just to get 2 hours worth of rest..ahaha..i seriously dont know how come i didn my work so slowly..i couldnt even complete it...

so the last 10 hands sucked..and i was so so nervous that my hands kept shaking so badly and i just couldnt calm down...my hands and legs were so cold too...seriously it felt like the whole world just crashed on me and there was this super empty feeling in me which i couldnt describe..it was really terrifying and i hope it will never ever happen to me again..seriously its time for me to wake up and start doing my work early instead of rushing it and producing a whole lot of shit mess at the eleventh hour..wah when i reached school to mount it on the black paper my hands were shivering so badly that i couldnt even cut properly...haha and these few days my fashion sense was terrible..

i just grabbed anything from my cardboard and literally flew out of the house...haha even the flowers in the flowerpot swayed because of the wind i caused..ahaha..joking..ya and on that day ronda and keith visited me..aahahha but never mind...they saw the shag side of me..seriously do miss the both of them..

camp is TOMORROW..gosh cant wait...actually i am very nervous about leading worship.its actually only my 2nd time..but i am confident GOD will see me through it all..and seriously God has been blessing me abundantly in many areas...i hope to be refreshed in this camp..kinda worried about school work but God will honour me as long as i put him first..oh welleys..gtg rest now..bye

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

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