Wednesday, April 15, 2009
sometimes i wonder how come i cant be the other person...why must i be the one lying back and watching the whole stupid commotion with a huge pain in my heart..i am sick of masking all my fears and dealing with the insecurities inside...i dont know what i have ever done to deserve this..i hate wondering and hoping so hard that its all a lie...but sadly reality dawns and once again its the same nightmare that haunts my dream...seriously i wonder whether it exists or maybe i am just the unlucky one..and once again i am hurting inside....
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