during these 2 weeks i cant remember a thing which made me really happy..maybe playing wii with dad and russ..hahah my dad is super cute when he plays wii....

i feel that everything is just kinda mundane and boring... and i dont even feel like dressing up for school anymore...sometimes i feel that i cant seem to fit in...i think maybe the problem lies with me..even people whom i thought i could be close to disappoint me really badly...now i feel that there is a wall between us...and then there are times where i just feel that its so hard to mask my emotions...i try to act like i dont care about what happened and bury all the bitterness inside me...i guess people just walk in and out of your life..but i still thank God for those people whom never fail to make me smile...