HELLO WORLD

OKOK CHARIS AN CHRISSIE I STILL LOVE U GUYS LOADSS....REALLLY...

besides all the lavatory stories..wah wah see pro u know substitute with bombastic term...well we have a photojournalism project...i am torn between 2 topics...either a parrot astrologer or the skinny like hell anorexic i think gong gong who like hula hoop with big beads...the latter is a super friendly man...wah he is so nice i dont think he minds if i follow him home..he probably ask me to stay for dinner and also sew me new clothes..ahahaha...and then the indian fortune teller cant speak english leh...hiaz language barrier is a problem..haha natalie has agreed to help me translate..eh natalie if u are reading this u should be in the movie TRANSLATOR...transformer sequel..ahaha..hiya..never mind i follow both guys see which one nicer....anyways if u wanna follow me around and take pics let me know man, let me know...then we can dance and groove to the beat of the indian songs...haha thats what i did last week....

then we have a moove media projet..u guessed it right, its the cows u see on the fields of emptiness....so we must come up with 5 designs..i came up with 5 so far but i am planning to do at least 1o..so i have more choices..and we are working with the year 3 seniors..haha my senior is a guy and he has to work with 3 girls..hes like some foreign body dancer..YOYOYO HE IS IN THE HOUSE YO...ok whateever..he seems cool and reminds me of desmond my cousin..yup so had some brainstorming session with the senior(yoyoyo), chrissie and haz..hahah..quite fun i was thinking of puns...ohh maybe i can do a COWard...hehehe...but i settled for singapore COWture and like i am drawing things that represent singapore...

so oh wells i am going to RAPE THIS TERM..ahaha i dont mean it literally..but u know wanna do my best and conquer it...its time for me to stop slacking and being a fat lard...

hiaz u know i was reflecting on my life and all..i realised that i am actually quite a simple girl..as in like i kinda like the safe and straight route...i am kinda sheltered, i dont really like leaving the safety zone...but i do like the way i am...even though i am simple i dont think my life is boring..and i dont hope the people around me think of me that way..haha...even though i dont club or drink, i dont think i am missing the greater things in life..not that clubbing or drinking is even bad, its just that i prefer watching disney..haha i mean one day i will definitely go clubbing but just not now....the world out there is scary..and i know it...but i think being true to urself is very important...there is no point hiding just to impress people...sometimes i grumble about my life, i wished i was prettier, i wish i had more things...but honestly, i think i need to learn how to be thankful i am not handicapped, i have loving parents, i have a house even though i dont get lost in it....its time for me to stop being so selfish, i need to learn to love others more than myself...

anyways i had the most random dream that russ passed away..U KNOW I SOBBED LIKE MAD...when i woke up my whole face was just soaking wet ok...i couldnt stop..hha...Russ is one person that means the world to me..i mean my whole family does...but honestly no one else can ever replace a brother like him....and u know the bizzare thing was that my mum gave birth to triplets in the dream and they looked like russ..and then as i changed their diapers, i talked to them and told them how much they looked like russ and that i am really upset because i didnt get a chance to tell him how much i love him before he was gone..WAH MAJOR SADDNESS...its just a stupid nightmare and it will NEVER COME true..yes it will never...and i will kill to protect russ i swear...haha writing this down so that i wont take my bro for granted...

okok wah late already i gtg sleep...i love everyone!!!hahaha....and P.S do u think people actually still read this space?