Ups and downs

I feel trapped. 

I feel like screaming but no sound seems like coming out of my mouth.

I wanna run away but something is holding me back.

Its like i cant be who i am anymore and the feeling sucks.

It didnt use to be like that last time.Things are always easier said

than done.Running away does not solve the problem, facing it may

also cause repercussions. Its like i am floating in this whirlwind of

emotions and i am leading where the wind blows. Patience is indeed

a virtue and my only prayer is for me to be able to perservere to the end.

On a lighter note, i manage to come up with one company and came up with

an idea for it. But my other company is still yet to be found!haha i shall just lie my way through for the second company then.Anyways, on Tuesday i went to the pines  hotel for the prize presentation ceremony. I managed to win a merit award for my chinese tea packaging...haha but i submitted it under the moon cake box category:))))was a lil sad though cos i didnt clinch the Asia award which of course is more prestigious. Butanyhow i thank God for allowing me to win at least an award in this 3 years in NYP.

Its really a good motivation for me to work harder:)))))))oh really everyone

who came to support giraffe, amelia and i:)))))i am really touched when i heard the applause and cheers!!!!there was a lunch reception and the bread was damn 

good...ahahaha so stupid to eat bread in a hotel right...

                 hahaha see the bread next to the soup.WAH nice leh..

Congrats to ame and giraffe who won 2 awards:)))
My 2 best pals!!Thanks KM,LR,Melvin,Ama,Anggy also for coming down to support:)))))

and Faiz for congratulating me:))Congrats to Charis for getting into director's list this sem!
Ok my face quite fat..thats it man gonna smile and act sultry..no more showing teeth

and looking lardy all..